its all about money management...

I can say im ard blessed to have parents in law supporting me financially all the way...but sometimes i find myself not contented and still facing financial problems>>I dunno how to manage the allowance tey sending me every two weeks..sometimes my husband wonderin and ask me so many "whys"...make me damn piss off him cos even my ownself wonderin why is it so fast...i answer him..("Try to put urself on my shoe" or i should scan a reciept every cents i spend and send u?) sometimes id been to harsh n my words...but i know nth wrong of his questions..and i know the money tey sending me is a hard earn money of his parents...thats why everytime i keep fighting wif him about "working" issue that until now he nvr accept. asking his permission to work but he doesnt want me to..for no valid reason..use babies as the reasons why i cant work. He doesnt understand my point..really difficult to explain when the person dun want to listen at all. I feel shy to my parents in law for givin them so much headaches n expenses....and a lot more..i wanted to help in simple way to make myself useful too...but this deaf pig dun understand me at all!!!onli  know how to think i money face..if i were just givin a chance to work n earn money on my own..i know i can help n our family..now feelin useless n handicapped..hais..looking forward n the future...i keep asking myself" wat if someday nobody support me anymore?" who will still hire me wen im ard old n not fit to work?"GRRRR...but i ask this to my husband ard but his mouth always got a stupid answer!!!make me piss off him ...but still i choose to kip quite n put his words n my ear n let it come out to another ear..hehehe. i still believe n myself..but dun have courage to disappoint him.When can i be free to have my own decision??? sometimes feel sad...reminiscin my old past..now totally change from the last time me..im a hard headed person before,ill do watever i want,not afraid to face the risk...but now...theres a lots of things stoping me n make me think twice before doin a decisions..but i still wishing and hoping someday my dearest pig can understand wat i want...feelin sick,tired,unhappy wif my life..but ofcourse im happy to have this family...onli the things i want nvr goes on the way i wanted it be...


here comes our house expenses:

1.electric bill-php3000

2.water bill-php300 to 500

3.washing machine-php 735

4.sofa-php 1,176

5.milk and diapers-php 2000

6.nannies-php 2000

7.BOO allowance-100 per day X 5days=500X2 weeks=php1000

8.food everyday-300 per day  X15days=4500(breaksfast,lunch,dinner)-1month 9000

9.rice supply-1000 a month

10.fare when go out...babies vitamins...vaccines sometimes..gas...some extras...f got school events...etc.etc.etc...ps havent included our daily things need for everyday...soap,shampoos..laundry soaps..etc.etc.etc.

TOTALS=php3000

                         500

                         735

                       1176

                       2000

                       2000

                       1000

                       4500

                       1000

                                                                        _________________

                                                             php15,911.00 every month spend

Theres a tagalog saying- "Habang maiksi ang kumot matotong      mamaluktot"- translate in english??? ur problem nah...my english sucks.i oso dunno how to translate it...bye!!! enjoy reading asawa then now u know the expenses and u no nid to ask me me next time...follow up the reciepts then u no nid to wonder...hahaha. nvr bluff u...hahaha loves u!!!my piggy!!!

 

JULy 27,2010- BOO SCHOOL "NUTRITION MONTH CELEBRATION"

GO..GROW..AND GLOW..been busy thinking of wat to present in his school. I have no idea at all! give me such headache..but i dun have any choice so i must do something for my boo for his sake.Teachers appoint parents to do each child a headress decorated wif veggie...a slogan/poster wif a nutrition theme...bring nutritious menu cook from home and a trisikad ride wif green leafy vegetables decorations..so here...i tried my very best ard...

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Boo headress: hahaha i knot the long bean,sew the okra,chop cucumber,and slice squash put together on the native hat i buy for him.i know so ugly but its ok lah boo oso nvr yawyaw.hahaha just dont care nah if his hat wont win..as long as he have.ryt?

Boo n Harley Slogan on the top of their trisikad ride. draw wif crawling baby(wif a jose rizal hairstyle) hahaha and a mother breastfeeding her baby (wif papaya susu) hahaha with interpretation what foods are healthy for baby..Take note!!! our slogan win 2nd placer compete to other schools..and individual judging..hahaha. win 200 pesos cash...

 decorated the trisikad wif green leafy vegetables wif fruit...i so fck up to wake up so early in the morning 4 o clock just to decorate this pedicab..hais...go market buy vegetables and fruits so early in the morning oso...

 some of the parents enjoy walking parade but im not...i hired car to go to the venue first n meet boo there. i lazy to walk...tired n sleepy so i choose to ride than to walk. Walk till city no way!!!bring my daugther vic wif me so i dont dare walk wif sun shining bright...hahaha

reach the venue we take pics wif my daughter victoria n my fellow parents...the date of celebration is exactly 27th july..but i guess my friend set it late..tats y the pic got 26th of july...using her  camera.see my baby eating unhealthy pacifier hehehe

here comes boo...now complaining about his hat say the wire i use to tie veggie pok his scalp..hehehe

                                            Boo and Nene

                              Boo and his partner Harley 

                 Harley n his mother Julie...Boo and Me as a team

                                           me and grace 

 the program havent finish yet but i force boo to go home,cos there too hot and im so hungry and tired..n guess boo,vic and the nanny feel the same way wif me too .so we secretly escape from the place and lucky teacher so busy nvr notice we escaping hahaha..but today id learn something about parenting "Your children need your presence more than your presents".

Never ruin an apology with an excuse.

June 04,2010-Just wish to say sorry to u,yesterday my attitude i give u is no good.I dont like u to always blame on me for nth.Hope u will be more understanding toward me.

June 11,2010-sorry na cause i watch football..Africa vs Mexico,i dont mean to irritate u..so sorry asawa,u sleep early tmr morning i cal u? Love u sweet dreams gud nite!

June 24,2010-morning my dear asawa,i wake up so early to study again."SORRY" yesterday i have not been a good boy,play darts till ignore u.So sorry love u so much.

July 02.2010-okok sorry na.I dunno u waiting for me eh cause u put offline. Hay naku sorry na if i done anything u dun like but just dont keep saying i wif other people.

July 16,2010-Sorry na to pissed u off,I dunno i will make u so pissed off eh. Forgive me k?Nxt time if i got off,i try not to go out till so late.Love u sorry..

July 19,2010-Sorry baby kho.I really intend to call u when i reach work.Thought u still sleeping cause ytd make u tired.Didnt know u will get angry when i didnt call u. so sorry to make u angry in the morning.

July 21,2010-I say sorry ard.U sleep well.I sincerely apologize that i make u angry.I just want u to know I love u.Good night

Time02:15:38-Sorry nvr reply.I in toilet diarrhea.Asawa pls na i beg u i dun want quarrel i just want to behappy wif you thats all. Really sorry today pissed you off.I love u good night


Time14:07:15-Asawa pls peace on earth.I lose na sorry.I now go see doctor then will be meeting Andy for dinner.Asawa pls dont treat me so bad can?I know my fault na


Hubby msgs from my fon...saving it here to remind me how many times i get angry wif him n how many times he did sorry to me...lol. i found every minute i angry,i lose 60 seconds of happiness!You can make up a quarrel but, it will always show where it was patched.





 

vanessa celebrate her first month bday!!!

mmm..good

hubby feed her the cake-her first solid fud eaten

i love u daddy sam!!!!

wish we always together a HAPPY FAMILY!!

daddy-wishin u many more bdays to come

mummy- wishin u have a good health always

our precious tiny baby

Happy birthday!!!

 oOOPS!! she want to grab the cake lol

VANESSA MAKING A WISH

a chocolate cake brought by hubby from RED RIBBON

my kitty collections

Today while my two babies are asleep,i had fun takin pics on my hello kitty collections.Just started to collect and im havin fun on it...I LOVE IT!! started on headbonds:

 funny?? a pink color headbond wif two kitty heads design

                       a black color headbond wif kitty faces

                                       i like this one...

                                  and my kitty make up set

it wouldnt complete if dun have the kitty compact powder + kitty blush on...havent find kitty lipsticks...lol n lots more!

 

 And my kitty jewelries...- musical box is a gift from my long time friend wif the kitty gold necklace and a kitty watch inside..the rest is i buy one from different shops selling hello kittys...

 

my kitty shampoo and conditioner...

a kitty hp pouch....

 

   

whats this?? a kitty baby cloth from my mother n law(guess she know i like hello kittyS)

 

a kitty photo album...

      my kitty organizer

    a pc from my hubby n kitty com accessories.....

    1.victoria on the small kitty frame 2.vanessa on the big kitty frame

and a kitty desk fan for me....still lots more to collect...n somes havent uploads..hubby got big kitty plastic bag bring from thailand but its empty...hahaha..wonderin y he got this plastic bag but oso nth inside..hmmmm..?????

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PICT1429.JPG: "favorite bonding (sleeping!!!zzz)"


this was my daughter n hubby first bonding moments wif me too!!! miss him a lot...I remember victoria always want to sleep under hubby's armpit.She like sleeping wif his dad....they have same habit...same sleeping malnurism..fart together lol.. i love them so much! Im so happy that i got u!!!

hubby follow me in philippines.. his first visit..

he play boo lego n make a word " I LOVE U" so sweet...i remember he oso made a heart for me that made of  a fold paper..teach me how to do it. i keep it & name it "sam love blue"..every little things from him i treasured a lot! but now i forgot where did i put it...lol.


this is hubby first visit in phil..so i bring him go 2 the biggest shopping center in manila. "MALL of ASIA" he loved shopping..he loved to eat..but take note!should bring him to the restaurant that reli serve great food becos his eating power reli POWERFUL!!!he tried balut(exotic fud in phil)..he ride on a pedicab..he walk on the flooded street of baclaran (nyt market) we go shopping even the weather bad..he ask discount til the lady cnt say anything..lol. he ride jeepney..he nvr cares at all..this make me love him more...but only one thing he nvr dare to try...RIDE ON a ROLLER COASTER!!! we go to the amusement park nearby my place wif boo n my cousin. He got buy the RIDE all u can tiket but he nvr ride at all. I ask him to ride on it so that the tiket wont be wasted but he say he see first.we see so long time ard but he still not moving to go,still stand smoking ..if im not pregnant tat time i ard run n que to ride..but i cant cos tey dun allow pregnant woman to ride on it. hahaha!I ask him then y buy ride all u can if u oso dun want to ride on it?? ticket wasted..Finally he admit his scared..Til say he got heart problem!! oh no! i nvr know he got heart problem? I still keep forcing him..til i told him "TURN OFF" n i walk away take my hands off  wif  him. I nvr mean to hurt him but i offended him. He walk n hide. He angry me for telling him I turn off..then he say he want to go home alone . so i dun care him. he say if something happen to him n manila his mother know who to blame> reli childish. lol. I oso get worried wen i find out his not following us...cant find him where he go. make my head pain til i want to kick him.But hes so funny...he reli nvr stay away from me,i know he oso scared to get lost..he hide in the corner n follow us secretly hiding..hais...then i say sorry to him he dun want to accept..still pushing me to take taxi first go home. he say he can mange his self alone. We quarrel til i want to send him bck to singapore...lol but  ofcourse i dun wish him go.. we go bck home. then he still dun want to stop. want to take his luggage say i help him find hotel n he will stay hotel. Im so tired,i dun like to entertain his non sense. so i let him take his luggage n i go out too...but the gago onli want to disturb me..still ask me send him to hotel n accompany him first..in the end we both tired n stop our foolishness.We go out two again n had our dinner at one resto . eat crab rice so nice then both happy!!!

our love story

                                          FOO SUAN JIE aka SAM FOO

"Never in my wildest dreams would i have thought that i would ever meet a guy as wonderful as you...."

"Meeting you was a fate,becoming your friend was a choice but falling in love with you i had no control over.."

                       pregnant wif our first baby VICTORIA

"I love you...You love me..Thats the sure source of strength. I'll always need to draw on...the power that i see bringing  many good things to the world."

I remember when hubby ask my permission tat he wanted to go thailand wif his school friends..i say i dun wan..but he sounds unhappy so i allow him to go even if it against wif me..i felt so sad cos i bluff him say i oso goin thailand wif my frend then i meet him there.Then he say cannot..if i go he wont go over anymr cos he will onli worried bout me. he wont enjoy the trip if im there.He say it once onli happen that his wif his friend on trip. So,i cant go wif him. My heart reli break into pcs wen he say it..i felt that his frends r more important than me.They goin to stay there for  one week so im very worried..thinking tey goin to have fun n gals out there.He reach thailand he dun even care to col me..i try to get him through but i cant reach him.I cant sleep cos ive waited for his col.Aftr a day i recieve his col.,he sound so happy..he reli enjoyin n there..i ask him y nvr col me??say no batt his fon..col expensive..no charger...no top up...blah!blah!blah! make me damn piss off his alibis. I quarrel wif him tat make him angry too!one whole week that i oso nvr sleep just to wait he will col me.He say he tried to col but blah!blah!blah! i ard started to suspect him,thinking of so many things about him that make me crazy!i feel so miserable thinkin tat he nvr care me..im here crying everynyt while his there enjoying his life wif his frends. no matter wat i do,i reli cant sleep and my heartbeating so fast..n i dunno why?i felt that ive thrown by him.Aftr a day again he got col me say he saw a hello kitty stuff toy holding a diffrnt flags.He ask me if i want>>I dun wan to say anything cos i damn irritated of him. He wan to buy me pasalubong??y nid to ask me? if he reli want to give me a present he no nid to ask me ryt??in the end he oso will tell me last stock he dun want to buy it..then he will go find other stores then other store dun have hello kitty..blah!blah!blah! again.wtf! he make me feel that i reli nthn wif him.The pain inside my heart is too much..dunno wat to do.Til he go bck sg..i still talk to him like nthn happen to me..im so sick. got fever..i nvr eat til he come back..i ask myself why i punish myself til like this when the person that cause me suffer dun even have feelin sorry for me..i still make myself strong. I said to myself everything will be soon fine cos he ard back. i just think too much about him..convince my ownself..heal my own pain..take care again my health.i tried to not scold him anymr..forget evrything...hais..."if he onli knows what id been go through...if he onli know how painful my heart is" he wont know cos he doesnt care.

a text msg from hubby

"Asawa,i call so many times but cant call in. Starting to miss u badly.Hope u recieve this msg u faster call me. I LOVE YOU" a msg from my hubby...so touching..im happy

Last nyt..i quarrel wif hubby over a small matter thing. I hate everytime i talk to him ol he got play,watch show,or doin something. I dunno y id been so unreasonable,..i only want his "ATTENTION".I accuse him anything just to make him piss off me. Some more i want him say sorry to me even im the one who started it lol. At last he say "okok sorry nah.I dunno u waiting for me eh cos u put offline. Hay naku sorry nah if i done anything u dun like but juz dun keep saying i wif other people." hahaha at least he give in just to make me shut up! I love u my dearest pig! I onli want to disturb u..i know uve been so good boy. stay at home n follow wat i want.mwaacks! i missin u so much.. Today will be flyin off to MANILA for school caravan.Will leaving home soon, depart bacolod at 5:25 pm. And im very worried to leave my babies at home wif nannies.But i ask my younger bro to stay my home first wen im not around to look aftr my kids. N my mum will check them  from time to time..but still i worry. hope tey will be fine..not around for 3days..hais..poor thing my babies.if onli i can bring them wif me..but this my school activity...my darlings sure understand...thats all for today.                                                                                           

victoria & vanessa

Having a sister is like having a bestfriend,you cant get rid of it. YOu know whatever you do,they still be there.