I can say im ard blessed to have parents in law supporting me financially all the way...but sometimes i find myself not contented and still facing financial problems>>I dunno how to manage the allowance tey sending me every two weeks..sometimes my husband wonderin and ask me so many "whys"...make me damn piss off him cos even my ownself wonderin why is it so fast...i answer him..("Try to put urself on my shoe" or i should scan a reciept every cents i spend and send u?) sometimes id been to harsh n my words...but i know nth wrong of his questions..and i know the money tey sending me is a hard earn money of his parents...thats why everytime i keep fighting wif him about "working" issue that until now he nvr accept. asking his permission to work but he doesnt want me to..for no valid reason..use babies as the reasons why i cant work. He doesnt understand my point..really difficult to explain when the person dun want to listen at all. I feel shy to my parents in law for givin them so much headaches n expenses....and a lot more..i wanted to help in simple way to make myself useful too...but this deaf pig dun understand me at all!!!onli know how to think i money face..if i were just givin a chance to work n earn money on my own..i know i can help n our family..now feelin useless n handicapped..hais..looking forward n the future...i keep asking myself" wat if someday nobody support me anymore?" who will still hire me wen im ard old n not fit to work?"GRRRR...but i ask this to my husband ard but his mouth always got a stupid answer!!!make me piss off him ...but still i choose to kip quite n put his words n my ear n let it come out to another ear..hehehe. i still believe n myself..but dun have courage to disappoint him.When can i be free to have my own decision??? sometimes feel sad...reminiscin my old past..now totally change from the last time me..im a hard headed person before,ill do watever i want,not afraid to face the risk...but now...theres a lots of things stoping me n make me think twice before doin a decisions..but i still wishing and hoping someday my dearest pig can understand wat i want...feelin sick,tired,unhappy wif my life..but ofcourse im happy to have this family...onli the things i want nvr goes on the way i wanted it be...
here comes our house expenses:
1.electric bill-php3000
2.water bill-php300 to 500
3.washing machine-php 735
4.sofa-php 1,176
5.milk and diapers-php 2000
6.nannies-php 2000
7.BOO allowance-100 per day X 5days=500X2 weeks=php1000
8.food everyday-300 per day X15days=4500(breaksfast,lunch,dinner)-1month 9000
9.rice supply-1000 a month
10.fare when go out...babies vitamins...vaccines sometimes..gas...some extras...f got school events...etc.etc.etc...ps havent included our daily things need for everyday...soap,shampoos..laundry soaps..etc.etc.etc.
TOTALS=php3000
500
735
1176
2000
2000
1000
4500
1000
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php15,911.00 every month spend
Theres a tagalog saying- "Habang maiksi ang kumot matotong mamaluktot"- translate in english??? ur problem nah...my english sucks.i oso dunno how to translate it...bye!!! enjoy reading asawa then now u know the expenses and u no nid to ask me me next time...follow up the reciepts then u no nid to wonder...hahaha. nvr bluff u...hahaha loves u!!!my piggy!!!
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