vanessa celebrate her first month bday!!!

mmm..good

hubby feed her the cake-her first solid fud eaten

i love u daddy sam!!!!

wish we always together a HAPPY FAMILY!!

daddy-wishin u many more bdays to come

mummy- wishin u have a good health always

our precious tiny baby

Happy birthday!!!

 oOOPS!! she want to grab the cake lol

VANESSA MAKING A WISH

a chocolate cake brought by hubby from RED RIBBON

my kitty collections

Today while my two babies are asleep,i had fun takin pics on my hello kitty collections.Just started to collect and im havin fun on it...I LOVE IT!! started on headbonds:

 funny?? a pink color headbond wif two kitty heads design

                       a black color headbond wif kitty faces

                                       i like this one...

                                  and my kitty make up set

it wouldnt complete if dun have the kitty compact powder + kitty blush on...havent find kitty lipsticks...lol n lots more!

 

 And my kitty jewelries...- musical box is a gift from my long time friend wif the kitty gold necklace and a kitty watch inside..the rest is i buy one from different shops selling hello kittys...

 

my kitty shampoo and conditioner...

a kitty hp pouch....

 

   

whats this?? a kitty baby cloth from my mother n law(guess she know i like hello kittyS)

 

a kitty photo album...

      my kitty organizer

    a pc from my hubby n kitty com accessories.....

    1.victoria on the small kitty frame 2.vanessa on the big kitty frame

and a kitty desk fan for me....still lots more to collect...n somes havent uploads..hubby got big kitty plastic bag bring from thailand but its empty...hahaha..wonderin y he got this plastic bag but oso nth inside..hmmmm..?????

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PICT1429.JPG: "favorite bonding (sleeping!!!zzz)"


this was my daughter n hubby first bonding moments wif me too!!! miss him a lot...I remember victoria always want to sleep under hubby's armpit.She like sleeping wif his dad....they have same habit...same sleeping malnurism..fart together lol.. i love them so much! Im so happy that i got u!!!

hubby follow me in philippines.. his first visit..

he play boo lego n make a word " I LOVE U" so sweet...i remember he oso made a heart for me that made of  a fold paper..teach me how to do it. i keep it & name it "sam love blue"..every little things from him i treasured a lot! but now i forgot where did i put it...lol.


this is hubby first visit in phil..so i bring him go 2 the biggest shopping center in manila. "MALL of ASIA" he loved shopping..he loved to eat..but take note!should bring him to the restaurant that reli serve great food becos his eating power reli POWERFUL!!!he tried balut(exotic fud in phil)..he ride on a pedicab..he walk on the flooded street of baclaran (nyt market) we go shopping even the weather bad..he ask discount til the lady cnt say anything..lol. he ride jeepney..he nvr cares at all..this make me love him more...but only one thing he nvr dare to try...RIDE ON a ROLLER COASTER!!! we go to the amusement park nearby my place wif boo n my cousin. He got buy the RIDE all u can tiket but he nvr ride at all. I ask him to ride on it so that the tiket wont be wasted but he say he see first.we see so long time ard but he still not moving to go,still stand smoking ..if im not pregnant tat time i ard run n que to ride..but i cant cos tey dun allow pregnant woman to ride on it. hahaha!I ask him then y buy ride all u can if u oso dun want to ride on it?? ticket wasted..Finally he admit his scared..Til say he got heart problem!! oh no! i nvr know he got heart problem? I still keep forcing him..til i told him "TURN OFF" n i walk away take my hands off  wif  him. I nvr mean to hurt him but i offended him. He walk n hide. He angry me for telling him I turn off..then he say he want to go home alone . so i dun care him. he say if something happen to him n manila his mother know who to blame> reli childish. lol. I oso get worried wen i find out his not following us...cant find him where he go. make my head pain til i want to kick him.But hes so funny...he reli nvr stay away from me,i know he oso scared to get lost..he hide in the corner n follow us secretly hiding..hais...then i say sorry to him he dun want to accept..still pushing me to take taxi first go home. he say he can mange his self alone. We quarrel til i want to send him bck to singapore...lol but  ofcourse i dun wish him go.. we go bck home. then he still dun want to stop. want to take his luggage say i help him find hotel n he will stay hotel. Im so tired,i dun like to entertain his non sense. so i let him take his luggage n i go out too...but the gago onli want to disturb me..still ask me send him to hotel n accompany him first..in the end we both tired n stop our foolishness.We go out two again n had our dinner at one resto . eat crab rice so nice then both happy!!!

our love story

                                          FOO SUAN JIE aka SAM FOO

"Never in my wildest dreams would i have thought that i would ever meet a guy as wonderful as you...."

"Meeting you was a fate,becoming your friend was a choice but falling in love with you i had no control over.."

                       pregnant wif our first baby VICTORIA

"I love you...You love me..Thats the sure source of strength. I'll always need to draw on...the power that i see bringing  many good things to the world."

I remember when hubby ask my permission tat he wanted to go thailand wif his school friends..i say i dun wan..but he sounds unhappy so i allow him to go even if it against wif me..i felt so sad cos i bluff him say i oso goin thailand wif my frend then i meet him there.Then he say cannot..if i go he wont go over anymr cos he will onli worried bout me. he wont enjoy the trip if im there.He say it once onli happen that his wif his friend on trip. So,i cant go wif him. My heart reli break into pcs wen he say it..i felt that his frends r more important than me.They goin to stay there for  one week so im very worried..thinking tey goin to have fun n gals out there.He reach thailand he dun even care to col me..i try to get him through but i cant reach him.I cant sleep cos ive waited for his col.Aftr a day i recieve his col.,he sound so happy..he reli enjoyin n there..i ask him y nvr col me??say no batt his fon..col expensive..no charger...no top up...blah!blah!blah! make me damn piss off his alibis. I quarrel wif him tat make him angry too!one whole week that i oso nvr sleep just to wait he will col me.He say he tried to col but blah!blah!blah! i ard started to suspect him,thinking of so many things about him that make me crazy!i feel so miserable thinkin tat he nvr care me..im here crying everynyt while his there enjoying his life wif his frends. no matter wat i do,i reli cant sleep and my heartbeating so fast..n i dunno why?i felt that ive thrown by him.Aftr a day again he got col me say he saw a hello kitty stuff toy holding a diffrnt flags.He ask me if i want>>I dun wan to say anything cos i damn irritated of him. He wan to buy me pasalubong??y nid to ask me? if he reli want to give me a present he no nid to ask me ryt??in the end he oso will tell me last stock he dun want to buy it..then he will go find other stores then other store dun have hello kitty..blah!blah!blah! again.wtf! he make me feel that i reli nthn wif him.The pain inside my heart is too much..dunno wat to do.Til he go bck sg..i still talk to him like nthn happen to me..im so sick. got fever..i nvr eat til he come back..i ask myself why i punish myself til like this when the person that cause me suffer dun even have feelin sorry for me..i still make myself strong. I said to myself everything will be soon fine cos he ard back. i just think too much about him..convince my ownself..heal my own pain..take care again my health.i tried to not scold him anymr..forget evrything...hais..."if he onli knows what id been go through...if he onli know how painful my heart is" he wont know cos he doesnt care.

a text msg from hubby

"Asawa,i call so many times but cant call in. Starting to miss u badly.Hope u recieve this msg u faster call me. I LOVE YOU" a msg from my hubby...so touching..im happy